I got no ...

job. i got a girl but she's a thousand miles away. i am lucky. my car is old and it has a flat tire. it probably won't make it through this winter. i borrow money from my parents. i am lucky. i am lazy. but i am lucky. some might see it otherwise. my computer is outdated, but i still have one. i am lucky. do i need all of it? no. but i do need her. i am lucky. i have cavities and they need filling. my cell phone is old and i have too many clothes. some are expensive from j. crew and american eagle and abercrombie, but i don't always wear them. my favorite are the old and ragged. my best pair of jeans are so torn my own sister is embarrased to be seen in public when i am wearing them. but i am lucky. i will never get rid of them because someone thinks they are ugly. i don't care what other people think about my clothes. i'm color blind and i usually don't match. fuck it, it matches to me. i am lucky.